This is my story.
This is raw. This is unedited.
Welcome to my life.
It's fucking insane.
2010
Highlands, Texas
Some Crackhead Town
Chapter 1
For some reason I have this weird capability to be able to flashback in time and picture the day everything went wrong. Sneaking out to see a guy who was more in love with drugs and whores than he was invested in the relationship with me. I can only imagine the things he was picturing of doing the night he first put the needle in his arm, after a long day at work and time at the local bar, Charlies. The thoughts he had as he did line after line with my father, who was there "to look out for me". May 31, 2012 would be a day forever remembered by a long bus ride with complete strangers. Was my father aware that this would lead to his daughter having a drugs offered to her and her hiding in a tree in Emporia, Kansas, some thousand miles away? Did they know that this would push me to running back home and falling into another mans arms who never had pure intentions towards me? Truth is I have always been a little messed up in the head. The little boy that I had then was what saved me...and pushed me into the arms of another man who also had issues. I still wonder if any men ever gives a fuck.
Chapter 2

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