Just Me.
My name is Kaylee Danielle Gibson. I'm 26 years old. I have a son name Kayson Christopher and he is my whole world, although i'm still very selfish. My puppy Dozer loves me and his brother. I am constantly changing and praying that I can quit some of these habits that i've picked up. I believe in Jesus Christ. I have been in a rocky relationship with a guy named Cory. My family means the world to me. I would consider myself to be a mixture of an introvert and extrovert.
Things I love about my life:
1. My dedication to the people i love
2. Kayson Christopher and all the activities he's in
3. My urge to start and finish nursing school
I'm starting this blog to encourage young mothers, drug doers and quitters, and fellow women. I also want people to give me their feedback and encourage me on things i need help with.
In five years I want to be a Nurse, Wife, and be the best mother, to Kayson and maybe a couple others. I want to figure out how to buy a house and not fall into the usual amount of debt most Americans live in. I want to get in better shape because honestly i've let my health go (which i'm not HUGE, i just am not as healthy as i used to be).
People that mean the most to me in my life are:
Kayson: He helped me find myself and is continually helping me even now..because trust me i havent been the best mom i can be and want to be. He's the sweetest, most well mannered, and smartest little 6 year old that i know.
Cory: At a point in my life when i was very naive, had been hanging out with idiots, letting people screw me over. This man helped me open my eyes. Sometimes we have arguments and disagreements, but honestly i think without this guy I wouldnt be the woman i am today.
Kimberly: My mother, my friend, and a big emotional supporter of me and her grandson. Without her I would not be as good of a mother as I am. I wouldn't know what i want out of life or how to achieve, although there is still tons of stuff i need to learn.
Chris: At one point in time, i hated that my mom and dad split up, i acted out because of their situation (which i will dive into later) and eventually tried to bring them together. But they are better friends now and he's become the best teetaw to Kayson. I just wish sometimes he couldve been this great of a father for me.
Cassidy: We became best friends in 2010 and then fell off for a while and recently got really close. I would have to say that I can literally call this chick at any point in time. She has always loved Kayson and i like a Sister & Nephew. If she had it and i wanted it, consider it ours. She's truly one of the best friends i have ever had, although i havent been the bestest friend to her.
There are more people that i havent mentioned: Chelsea (my longest friend), RJ Oden (whom actually hated me before we became friends lolz), Sumar (the wild one), Devin (my badd bitch), Tarah (my newest friend and coworker), Lexi Paige (my cousin who i wish lived closer), and Kami (who i havent seen in fkn years). My brother and Katie are also people that i love a lot, but to be honest my brother and i havent always seen eye to eye and i think that is important for some people to know (IF you have issues with family too, this is the BLOG for you <3).
I used to think the happiest version of me was who i was, but i dont think i've been truly happy in long time. I am happy right now when i'm with Kayson & Cory. I want to be happy sober, I want to be happy alone or together, I want to achieve the same happiness I had when I was younger.
Some of the things I love are: Kayson and Cory, duh! I love my friends and family. I love school and think that as a young mother, i'm glad i had the desire to finish it and continue my education. I love makeup and puppies. I love to read. My favorite color is purple. My favorite perfume at the moment is Heavenly by Victoria's Secret. I like to shop.
Thing's that i am afraid to do are: get in dark/deep water (thalassophobia). I hate small spaces because i cant breathe. I am not a fan of snakes, cockroaches, or june bugs. I think that the scariest thing in this whole world is losing your kid (rather that be by CPS or death), I could never be someone that lives without. I have watched my aunt be a very strong woman since my cousin Christi Paige killed herself (ouch, i mentioned suicide, I think people need to get used to mental health and talk about it more) SCREW STIGMAS! I hate people that also abuse kids, with this whole controversial netflix documentary about Gabriel Fernandez. IF SOMEONE EVEN THOUGHT ABOUT HURTING KAYSON, i'd be in prison without a doubt.
I would love to improve on my daily habits. I would love to quit one major habit (which not very many people know about). I think i'm a pretty organized person. I hate that I am attention whore. HA. Who isnt?
The step that i am taking to meet my goals at this moment are by being enrolled in University of Arlington online nursing program, working everyday at a really good and loving job, making sure i never miss anything for Kayson, taking care of this damn DWI i got in December.
I am going to be very transparent with ya'll on here so that everyone can know who I am and understand me.
I get upset at the drop of a hat, I take things very personally. I am a nit picker, A LOT of things get my nerves and sometimes I can be a bitch, but i can tell you honestly that i am a great person who will help the people i love with all that i have.
To add to my happiness in 2020, I would love to be addiction free, I would like to be the one to teach kayson how to ride a bike and tie his shoe, I would like to get in the best shape ever *like i mentioned earlier, I think that it'd be great if i could show people my struggles and encourage just one person to be better.
Every morning Monday through Friday, I get up at 5:45 and get ready, I wake Kayson up at 6:30 and I get him dressed and ready. I get him breakfast and grab my self an apple or oatmeal. I get kayson a banana or apple and cereal. I drop him off at school by 7:30 and head to work. Usually I stop at McDonalds or the donut shop (which i'm trying to quit). Then i go to work, get off work, pick up Kayson and take him to any practice that he has that day. (Basketball or Baseball). Then dinner time, bath time, and sleepy time.
If i could relive any moment in my life, I would go back to high school with the knowledge I know now and live from there on changing all the mistakes i made ooooorrrr go back to the day I had Kayson. Honestly, that would be the moment i realized what true love was.
Top Ten Places I want to Travel will be another post I make, My Biggest Mistakes, My Goals for 2020 and How I felt when i found out my brother was having twins and the ridiculous way i found out, plus my families relationship with my boyfriend and how much his family hates me.
If you read this and want to tell me something about yourself just leave me a comment, if you have any questions about me, tell me. If you can think of anything blog post you want to hear about from me, just let me know.
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